final piece the 3rd DISAPPEARING

well, hai semua.. many things come and go lately, good and bad things.. and i finally i finished my study at University of Indonesia!! yess! FINALLY.. thank god i really thnked god for this.. ALHAMDULILLAH! yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy..

gw bener-bener mo ngupdate blog idiot ini sejak kapan tau loh! ahhahaha, ude kaga sabar.. well untuk pembukanya gw suguhin, the FINALE : 3rd disappearing of Fahmi 'Houdini' Irfan.. hahahay! seperti cerita sebelumnya yaitu, NGILANG.. ya NGILANG! just like a NINJA! *awesome right? right??* hahaha

langsung aja deh, dimulai dengan latar perayaan hari raya ummat muslim paling anyar yaitu, Idul Fitri.. emang settingan tempat yang tepat buat ngilang.. ga sampe situ aja, gw pada waktu itu ada di BANDUNG tepatnya tempat nenek.. dan saat itu umur gw masi 6 taunan lah, masi lugu-lugunya *diperhalus aslinya sih BEGO hehe* dengan umur segitu dan jarangnya gw ke bandung, otomatis gw ga bgitu kenal daerahnya dan hal yang penting gw ga tau sama sekali rumah nenek gw.. yang gw tau pengkolan2nya aja, haha..

Solat ied waktu itu setau gw dilaksanain di bagian paling depan komplek barengan sama abang n sepupu gw, bobby, nah kelar solat ied gw ngedenger percakapan abang gw n bobby, ya kayak curi2 denger gitu

bobby : sal, ke rumah gw abis ni kita maen sega yok!
abang : ayok dah! naek motor lo kan??
* gw menapsirkan = abis solat ied = (abang gw + bobby) + cabut naek motor + video games = hepi2!*

hahahaha,langsung aja gw kalap ngebuntutin abang gw n bobby biar ga ketinggalan, meninggalkan bokap n oom gw.. selama pengekoran tiba2 gw kehilangan jejak baik dari abang juga bokap! wew... gw kalang kabut ngider2 ga jelas nyari bokap n abang gw.. dan akhirnya crowd sepi n gw duduk nangis sendirian.. huhu..

berangsur-angsur sepi keramaian setelah sholat ied, dan di tanah lapang itu yang tertinggal cuma beberapa gelintir warga setempat, hansip, tukang becak, dan kebersihan setelah sholat jumat. dan gw tertunduk nangis sesunggukan..

gw: huuhuhuuuhuuuu.. *eghh* *uhuk* *uhuk*.. *hoeeekkkh* huuuuu huaaaaa
hansip : aya naon dek..?
gw : ditinggal maen sama abang, trus ayah juga ga ada * sambil mewek*
hansip : duh kasian si adek.. hayuk lah bapak anter ke rumahnya..
gw : *uhuk*.. *uhuk*.. srooott...sroott *ngangguk2 sambil ngusap mata
hansip : adek rumahnya dimana? blok apa?

yakk gw cut sebentar, maklum gw masih polos dan bodoh dan selama gw balita dulu ayah rutin banget nganter gw ke blok m, lantaran gw suka banget sama metro mini gini kata ayah..

ayah : dulu kamu tu tiap liat metro mini bilang 'ento eniii yaahhh ento enii..*sambil excited2 ga jelas,,, hahaha*'

yaaa sontak tiap ditanya tentang 'blok' so pasti gw jawab :BLOK M

hansip : oooh blok m.. yuk bapak hanterkeun. cak becak!

naiklah kita berdua sama tukang becak itu..

......*******>> bersambung!!!! :p

and my heart sings...

Could've been a night like any other
One of us has to drive
One of us gets to think
I'll force a laugh to break the silence
It's gonna get harder still
Before it gets easy
You can't keep safe what wants to break

I'm alone in this
I'm all as I've always been
Right behind what's happening
She's all lost in this
She's all like she'll always be
A little far for me to reach

I was just a boy like every other
I thought I was something fierce
I thought I was ten times smarter
Love would be something that I just know
(Something I just know)
How you gonna know the feeling till you've lost it
I've been losing plenty since

I'm alone in this
I'm all as I've always been
Right behind what's happening
She's all lost in this
She's all like she'll always be
A little far for me to reach

Maybe something else I'm missing
Something good and you're the reason
It's a dream but there's a real world waiting

I'm alone in this
I'm all as I've always been
Right behind what's happening
She's all lost in this
She's all like she'll always be
A little far for me to reach

I'm alone in this
I'm all as I've always been
Right behind what's happening
She's all lost in this
She's all like she'll always be
A little far for me to reach

Jimmy eat world - always be